Well it is official ... the Volvo is R.I.P.!
After so many years of loving service and even more loving memories of a loving relationship the machine as the human spirit finally succomes to the final defeat.
But is it defeat or is it the realization that the time has come to release that last bit of cosmic energy, or just the grand and defiant gesture - the ultimate universal "up yours"!
What now? I have been vacillating between the practical and the desired. Much like other interests in my life presently I am not sure anymore just where I want to be.
Today I realized something very profound, at least for me that is. Our lives are only chapters in a book that is being written by us. Every hour of every day we sit and scribe our essence into parched pages of past performance. Perhaps better to throw our thoughts to the wind and let them find their own destination.
Once I believed in structure and balance but I think that now I must amend, and say rather structure and balance only happen when we practice them. The universe itself has taught me that to be balanced is to be comfortable in unbalance, and that structure is only the product of the desire to come out of chaos.
Where does this leave me? Well for one thing kayos may just be in order for the moment - and structure? Perhaps I will deal with that when I am ready for it.
So a Lexus or a Jaguar? The Jaguar is looking awfully good at the moment ...
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